Monday, June 27, 2005
Today is my ah ma's 49 days,i never go the ritual in temple cos of sch..... So fast 49 days liao,but till now, the images in hospital back to ah ma's house still keep flashing in mine mind..... Still cannot forget what happen, it's still so real, so real like it juz happen yesterday.....
That day, i dreamt of my ah ma,when i woke up,tears juz rolled down my cheeks..... Hmm,yes, i miss her but that juz not only the reason!!!! I was actually feeling guilty..... When she still around,i did not visit her often, but i was contented that i was with her at her last part of her life..... When talking about this, there are mixture of feelings inside me and a lot of thoughts.... On the quiet nights,i will think that death is not frightning but the frightning part is where we go after death..... It will be so lonely to leave this world and your loved ones alone....
I also thought of what will happen when my parent pass away,it's scary but we will have to face the facts and react when it time..... Really people, we have to treasure the people arond us.... Be contented, there are juz too many unfortunate things happen in this world...
drinking milkmilk Monday, June 27, 2005
